I deleted all my old posts.
I just discovered that people make manifesting desires, hard for them selfs.
It's really simple, I was so blind not to see it even though I experience it when I first set out to be "enlightened" back then I opened the flood gates of manifestations & all my desires blinded me and I spiraled back to nothing because I slowly forgot how I got all that I wanted.
Well here it is, "FEELINGS" is the way, the only sure way to manifest all your desires.
You gotta train your self to feel bliss or contentment through all your waking moments, even in the face of disaster.
Smile, laugh and dance, feel the happiness through your body.  & when you get a wave of panic, depression or anger, just literally shaking it off, feel that you are shaking it off. Then smile & from the back of your head feel that happy feeling run through your body, use a funny video to get you laughing if you find that a bit to hard to do, or bring up a happy time from your past, this brings your vibrations up instantly.